Christmas Party

Me &Mom by the tree!!!

Me &Barbie

Me

Ernie, Sarah, Me, &Brett

So............The last party there was, was the Channukah party, this one was the Christmas party. This time I did not have to host it, nor plan it, and i really enjoyed that part! A friend of my moms had it at her house. She had so much food it wasn't even funny. She even had a chocolate fountain; with Marshmellows, strawberries,etc. to go with it. Anyways we were all dwelling on past memories and vacations. we had so many laughs and loved it! so enjoy the pics!!!!

Grey's Anatomy

quotes from grey's anatomy.
this is why it's such a kickass show!

"the heart is an amazing organ, preston taught me that. the heart makes sure that the body receives what it needs. but the most important thing about the heart is that it is an involuntary muscle. you can't control who you love, meredith. you can't control when you lose your heart. the only thing you can do is trust; trust that the person who has your heart realizes its value." -christina

"we're friends, real friends. &that means, no matter how long it takes, when you finally do decide to look back, i'll still be here." -Merideth (to George)

"at the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. it turns up when you don't really expect it. it's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. the castle, well, it may not be a castle. &it's not so important happy ever after, just that it's happy right now. see once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, &once in a while people may even take your breath away." -Merideth

mcdreamy was doing the mcnasty with mchottie? that mcbastard. - george

meredith: i may not be cut out for "bright and shiny".
derek: i'm not either. we can be dull &lifeless together.

"there are times when even the best of us have trouble with commitment, &we may be surprised at the commitments we're willing to let slip out of our grasp. commitments are complicated. we may surprise ourselves by the commitments we're willing to make, true commitment, takes effort, &sacrifice. which is why sometimes, we have to learn the hard way, to choose our commitments very carefully."

"i miss him all the time. i miss him. it's not waves, it's constant. all the time." -Izzie

"&sometimes, despite all your best intentions, fate wins anyway." -Merideth

"i don't give a crap what other people think about me. because i am a happily, independent, sucessful woman &i like it that way. only when you say stuff like this, it just, it makes things too hard. so please, don't chase me anymore, unless you're ready to catch me." -Callie

"now that's frustrating, when what your brain tells you, you want &what you actually want don't match up. it's exhausting. &well, it's complicated. but that's life. &life sucks."

"here's the truth about the truth: it hurts. so we lie." -Merideth

"i know im not a lot of things you've gone for in the past, i know, but i would never leave you, i would never hurt you, &i would never stop loving you."

"sometimes you have to make a really big mistake to figure out how to make things right."

"i get to make my own decisions, have my own life, do whatever i choose. &here's the good part, what i choose is you. you're what i want to wake up to, &go to bed with, &do everything else in between."

"you're letting her think you're emotionally available. you're letting her think she has a chance. &there is nothing worse in the world then thinking you have a chance, when you really don't."

"some things you don't want to hear, some things are said cause you can't stay silent, some things are more than what you say they are what you do, some things you keep to yourself, ¬ too often but every now &then some things simply speak for themselves."

"you never think that the last time is the last time. you never think there won't be more. you think you have forever but you don't."

"if there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. &when you've lost hope, ask yourself if ten years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. because the best things in life, they don't come free."

"whoever said, "what you don't know can't hurt you" was a complete &total moron. cause for most people i know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world."

"knowing is better than wondering, waking is better than sleeping, &even the biggest failure, beats the hell out of never trying."

“At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines... that are way too dangerous to cross.” -Merideth

“Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.” -Merideth

“Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need.” -Merideth

“Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.” -Merideth

“Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world. Head on, guns blazing. De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?” -Meredith

watch the show! thursdays at 9 on abc ;)

Channukah Party

I told you the next party to come was the Channukah party! It was 3 days of preparing and a whole lot of cancels, but all in all it was great. We had a blast! everybody got along pretty well since they were all a pretty diverse group. From my dads family, to my moms friends everyone chatted and had a good time. There was so much food, it felt like Thanksgiving again! we had food left over for days! Anyways, enjoy the pictures, and i can't wait for next years party, but different people will definately be invited!

Last Night!

Margaret, Me &Darrell

Margaret, Julie, Darrell, &Elijah

Julie &Elijah

Brett, Robin, Me, &Mom

Current mood: cranky

Last Night I had a blast. My uncle Robin came in from australia, so they threw a 'party' while he was in town. so it was a bunch of Jamiacans in one house drinkin, eatin, and havin a good time!! I loved it, my Jamaican family is great!

Next Party to Come: Channukah!!!!

Rotted.....my life is so good right now!!!!


Pictures to come

Currently listening : The Trinity By Sean Paul Release date: By 27 September, 2005

My Holiday WishList

10. Body Products from ProductBodyShop.com; Mama Bomb in Citrus, Whipped Shea Butter in Yuzu, and Sweet Vanilla Mango, Crush on You in Yuzu, Bubble Rubble in Lavender& Road Wash in Yuzu












9. Victoria's Secret Underwear; very sexy secret embrace bra in black, with matching black underwear& Angels Secret Embrace lace bra




8. Tops from GreatGlam.com; Control, Thunder, Temper, Mohair (grey), Lyric, CEO, Chuckle, Degree, Flattery, Bingo& Villain






















7. Canon PowerShot Digital Camera in Vivacious Violet


6. A Husky Puppy!!!


5. Motorola Accessories; Pink earpiece to match phone& car kit




4. Coach Purse in Khaki or Black


3. Movado Women's AmarosaWatch


2. Cold Hard Cash


1. Channing Tatum

Friday the 13th

Friday the 13th sucks. I spent the entire day with bad luck, I should have just stayed in bed!!!! First off I woke up in the morning and went to take a shower. Once in the shower i noticed the drain was shut, so as I went to open it i smacked my head HARD on the ceramic soap dish attached to the wall. I got out and had a huge red bump on my forehead. I get to work, and the entire day i tripped over my own feet and dropped everything. It was hilarious for my boss to watch but not for me. Then I decide to go to the mall. I wanted to buy a new pair of pants, so i go and can't find anything, my boyfriend meets me there and we continue to shop. I found the cutest sweatpants and top, then I found the jeans, they looked perfect. I look to the dressing room so i can go try them on and the line is longer than anything i've ever seen, so i said screw it i have the same brand of jeans in the same size and they fit nicely. We go to the food court and see a couple of my boyfriends friends. He asked them what they were doing and said, "we're just gonna drink in front of the house." so us having nothing better to do say, ok well call us when u get over there and we'll meet u. So we go home and i try on the new jeans b/c i was going to wear them, and lo and behold, they don't fit.....damn waist of money even though they were on sale. So i put the other outfit on, and we head out. This was the first time i had ever hung out with these guys, me and 6 other guys, I kinda felt like i had to keep up to their level....you know? so i drank, and drank, and drank, and it only got worse from there. I don't remember anything, or most of anything, I woke up at 6:00 am the next morenign to my boyfriends alarm (he had to be at work by 7:00 am) I didn't know how i got home, how i got up the stairs, how i got in what i was wearing, nor how i got in the bed. My boyfriend told me I was throwing up from 2:00 am till 5:30 am right before i woke up. it was bad, every muscle in my body hurt, my throat was sore, adn well, i was still nautious!!!! I should have stayed in bed!!!!!

Ramble

got this from Romie....it's rambling

- when you drink, know your limit. trust me on this one!
- i don't care what people say, ima be myself
- i finally realized that i can be really fucking blonde
- the gofug yourself blog is great
- it's time for a road trip to Chicago, and then Nevada!!!
- i wanna go shopping again. I just wish i had money....
- i wish I could have wat i want, but can't get
- i miss this *certain someone*
- i need to get pampered
- &honey i wanna see the sunset with you!
- i have my period &i swear this crap is crying itself a river
- myspace is starting to get boring. &facebook doesn't satisfy me either.
- i can't wait til the weather gets cold.
- sooo... who's gonna be my cuddling partner this winter? ay takers?
- i want a day at the spa
- when and where's the next party at?!
- i wanna go dancing with the girls. heyyyy... girls night out! yah?
- i'm craving for some chocolate
- i love chocolate, especially when it melts in my mouth
- everytime i think of *a certain someone* i start getting stomach aches.
- omfg i'm gonna be 19 in less than 8 days
- i need to start looking for a place of my own
- who wants to go with me to mexico in the spring? i need company!
- i heard there are big ass sales. someone take me.
- my phone is acting gay
- that's ok because i am getting a new one...it's PINK!!!
- i have to go to the gym tonight
- i love the taste of the sticky part in envelopes.
- i have 3 mosquito bites on my hip &they itches like a biatch.
- i miss my dad.
- i saw the Gridiron gang...and loved it
- dumbo is the shit when it comes to disney characters. no one can touch him!
- 'tu amor, iwill always be tu amor, means the world to me, esteras siempre en mi corazon you're the one in my soul and i live for tu amor, tu amor' i'm stuck on this song =P
- i wanna go to denny's again, and try the my moons over my hammy. (Romie says its good)
- coke is better than pepsi.
- starbucks caffe vanilla fraps are the Best
- i love being a mean bitch, but i can be nice also. but only sometimes.
- males in general suck. they're confusing. i give up on em.
- i need to save money to get what i want
- if we make plans to go dancing, count me in!!!!
- i want to see the grudge 2
- i wanna get the hell out of work

lolx. i wrote a lot. i think this is the end of this blog. hahaha.

Smart People

Sometimes People just really need to re-think the names of their companies....Today i was driving to work and I looked next to me and I see a pick up truck. Being the curious person I am I read the name on the truck and it read "Nutting Engineering" I kinda laughed to myself and then thought, well if the company is named "Nutting Engineering" then the employees are named Nutting Engineers!!!!! So when I got to work I googled the named and sure enough there was their website....Nutting Engineers of Florida!!!!!!! Just a thought for your day!!!!!

My Ideal Sign!!!!!!

You Should Be A Scorpio

What's good about you: intense and energetic, you can easily transform the vibe of a room What's bad about you: if someone rubs you the wrong way, you'll sting them! In love: you experience very strong feelings - both passion and jealousy In friendship, you're: likely to demand loyalty and dump friends who don't provide it Your ideal job: circus performer, hypnotist, or hunter Your sense of fashion: revealing, daring outfits - you love taking fashion risks You like to pig out on: spicy Thai, Mexican, or Indian food

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All Better!!!!

Hey guys, I'm back. Well Like i said my boyfriend and i would be all right!!!! Anyways, i talked to Amanda last night and I was so happ to finally speak with her. I miss her so much, and then Dara and I played phone tag. Well again I am here at work just chilling, and waiting til 3:00 pm until I can go back on to Gold rush. I'm so addicted to that game. Well i don't have much to say today, so I'm out!!!!

P.S. Dara if you read this we need to celebrate Morgan and Dara Day!!!! luv ya

Life just sometimes sux!!!!

Today is the first day, I am posting a blog. I really don't know what to write but here it goes. The reason I named my blog Life's fat is mainly because it's something my best friend dara says, kinda as a life "motto" and it kinda suits my life right now!!!! Anyways, My boyfriend and i have been on our ins and outs recently, The fighting has been some what bad in the past week, but we have convinced ourselves that we can blow past it. And you know what, I know we can!!!!! But the worst part of my life right now is my mother. I thought her and I would be on good terms since I moved back home, but things don't get any better. i'm Kinda stuck in a rut right now, and the more she opens her mouth the more i feel like the walls of my life are caving in on me!!!! everytime her and I talk she always asks me when i'm going back to school, adn I keep telling her, I'm going to do it when I'm ready on my terms. And if what she says is not about school it's about something stupid and she swears I'm always out to get her. Damn!!! Sometimes i hat my life. And i know not everyone's Life is perfect, but My is just officially a s**t whole. But let me tell you, Work is great, I love it!! How many people do you here say they love their job? not many, but I do. That's one of my escapes and I love it!!!!! But recently more than anything, i feel alone, I know I have my boyfriend and yeah I have my co-workers, but recently that has not been enough. Since school ended and everyone has gone off to different colleges, I don't feel the same. Victor is in Georgia, Wynton is in North Florida, Amanda is in Nevada, Dara is at Nova which is close (Thank G-d) and KMG is in BCC. I love knowing that they are close, but i barely talk to them, and see them even less. But in all seriousness, the person i do really miss the most is Dara, I mean knowing that someone really is that close to you, but you still don't see them. That sux, and dara is my best friend here. I have only 4 really really really good freinds in my life, that's Amanda, who now lives in Nevada, Dani, who lives in miami, Joana, who lives in Orlando, and Dara, who lives in Pembroke Pines!!! i love them all, and i wish i could see them alll the time, but i can't it's hard. They all live in different areas, but just in case any of you read this, please know how much i love you, you all have had a tremendous impact on my life!!!!!! Anyways, I'm going to go now, you know with me being at work and all!!!! Love you all, mtyek!!!!!