Life just sometimes sux!!!!

Today is the first day, I am posting a blog. I really don't know what to write but here it goes. The reason I named my blog Life's fat is mainly because it's something my best friend dara says, kinda as a life "motto" and it kinda suits my life right now!!!! Anyways, My boyfriend and i have been on our ins and outs recently, The fighting has been some what bad in the past week, but we have convinced ourselves that we can blow past it. And you know what, I know we can!!!!! But the worst part of my life right now is my mother. I thought her and I would be on good terms since I moved back home, but things don't get any better. i'm Kinda stuck in a rut right now, and the more she opens her mouth the more i feel like the walls of my life are caving in on me!!!! everytime her and I talk she always asks me when i'm going back to school, adn I keep telling her, I'm going to do it when I'm ready on my terms. And if what she says is not about school it's about something stupid and she swears I'm always out to get her. Damn!!! Sometimes i hat my life. And i know not everyone's Life is perfect, but My is just officially a s**t whole. But let me tell you, Work is great, I love it!! How many people do you here say they love their job? not many, but I do. That's one of my escapes and I love it!!!!! But recently more than anything, i feel alone, I know I have my boyfriend and yeah I have my co-workers, but recently that has not been enough. Since school ended and everyone has gone off to different colleges, I don't feel the same. Victor is in Georgia, Wynton is in North Florida, Amanda is in Nevada, Dara is at Nova which is close (Thank G-d) and KMG is in BCC. I love knowing that they are close, but i barely talk to them, and see them even less. But in all seriousness, the person i do really miss the most is Dara, I mean knowing that someone really is that close to you, but you still don't see them. That sux, and dara is my best friend here. I have only 4 really really really good freinds in my life, that's Amanda, who now lives in Nevada, Dani, who lives in miami, Joana, who lives in Orlando, and Dara, who lives in Pembroke Pines!!! i love them all, and i wish i could see them alll the time, but i can't it's hard. They all live in different areas, but just in case any of you read this, please know how much i love you, you all have had a tremendous impact on my life!!!!!! Anyways, I'm going to go now, you know with me being at work and all!!!! Love you all, mtyek!!!!!